fallenambience

10-13-2014 I remember all the better times The ones with you in tow A week I wish I could rewind And more then I could show How long it took to stay the night How you gave me your bow Feels like I’m not worth the fight Please say it isn’t so This kiss I couldn’t give again   Because you have my heart I failed you if you doubted then I loved you from the start I wish that I could feel your lips Pressed soft against my brow And hear you let I love you slip Please just show me how I wish you could confide in me And didn’t have to hide You meant to me the land and sea As truth it’s not implied The

10-12-2014   Living such a livid life As vivid as a riven knife The way we feel the need to strike Or say it’s healed, revealed alike Retrospect of this neglect   Infected as you can’t respect Hide the things you do at night You’d rather flee no will to fight Crushed as I could feel today   Hushed in what I want to say   I never gave you cause for this   But as I sit and reminisce   And understand I’ve been dismissed I wish no tears on our last kiss I know I’ll make it through the pain I’ve been through worse than this, you feign   You chose a path and can’t complain About the loss, pretend

All they ever proved to me was I'm beyond apology/ Beyond the simple gestures that the rest could even follow me/ The next to speak in volumes just to get to your theology/ Would need to see the nexus cause the rest is just biology/ Move to swallow all the bottles hallow in the colony/ Forgetting deaths and ever rest and this is my psychology/ And those who think to bleed the ink rivers wept to honor me/ I'll take the rep I'm ever deft with speaking through technology